May 11, 2020

I FUCKING HATE THE CORONA VIRUS!
The neighbor gave my mom and hug and a kiss today. I couldn’t believe it. I am beside myself with anger. But I can’t say anything to him because he has a gun. If he shoots and kills me, what happens to mom then? So I have to keep my mouth shut, wait two weeks to see if she gets sick and dies, and deal with the stress and worry with my mouth shut because mom doesn’t get that this disease is rough. She doesn’t get that she’ll die. She doesn’t understand that it’s worse than the flu. And me harping on her about how we have to be careful, wash our hands, sanitize our hands, wear masks, AND NOT GET CLOSER THAN 6 FEET FROM ANYONE, just upsets her.
“What about you?” she says.
Yeah, I don’t want to get it either!!!!!!!!!! I’ll probably die, too! I don’t want that. And I don’t want to die of this disease.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Stay away, people! Just stay away from other people. Please. Mom is 85 years old, has dementia, high blood pressure, and diabetes. This virus is going to kill her and the only thing I can do is sit around for two weeks waiting to see if she gets sick. Or if I do, for that matter, because we live in the same house.
I’m absolutely infuriated.

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